September 2006

So this is the last of my Piczo blogs. September 2006.

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how the hell do i sum up the last 3 and half months of my life. This is going to be a long ass blog entry... i guess i'll start with what ive generally been doing. So grad came and went. It was amazing. Maybe not grad itself, but definatly the whole experience. Me and Brianna had a gorgeous hotel for the weekend and it was located right in the heart of downtown. So grad started off on the 1st of June with Barbara, Bri, my cousin and myself. We started off by running around and doing last minute things and then we went out for dinner to celebrate at the Cheesecake. When we got back to my house we had a long night of getting ready but it was soo much fun. We got all our toenails painted and we did all the preparations for grad and pretty much just had a sweet ass girls night. Grad morning was fucking HECTIC. I didnt even bother doing my hair or make up in the morning but now that i think about that i probably should have cause my hair looked like ass for grad however brianna's and barbara's hair both turned out really pretty. so we got all packed and made our way down to the ceremony. the ceremony was sweet. since im in the choir i got to be behind the stage the entire time instead of sittin in the crowd yawning. my whole family was there which was exciting...after the ceremonies and the pictures and the presents and all that came the hotel and getting ready for the banquet. so we rushed downtown and had next to no time to get ready. 4 girls in a small hotel room makes for a huge fucking mess. we just barely made it on time but all of us looked amazing. we had gorgeous corsage's and everything. it was pretty much perfect. the banquet was good. i had a nice time and i was all happy and that untilllllll the damn slideshow. thats when it hit me...this is the first day of the rest of my life. no more hanging out in the hallways and seeing everybody everyday...let me tell you, it was sad. it still is sad. life has really changed. so i had my moment of boohoo and all then all was dandy. after eating dinner with my mom and dad and taking pictures with all my friends, i left cause it was pretty boring. so back to the hotel went me nikki barbara and bri and then we got ready for the aftergrad which was literally two blocks away from our hotel. aftergrad was pretty amazing. soooo friggin drunk, i love it. i hardly danced at all but i still had awesome fun. me and brianna ended up fighting about something ridiculous so we didnt talk all night and then when we did talk which was at the end of the night, im not really sure what we talked about. i would have to say that would have probably been one of my drunkest nights where i didnt end up puking. so nikki didnt come back to the hotel with us but we didnt end up getting back to the hotel till well after three in the morning. when i woke up the next morning i had a pretty bad hangover so i went to get up to get some tylenol and i realized...holy fuck this is a messy hotel room. im telling you shit was everywhere. the three of us didnt pull our asses out of bed until like after noon and we werent ready till after 1. we went to eau claire market and had a pretty amazing day. we ate lunch at the market and then just walked around and looked at all these cool little shops. we had planned on spending lots of money and buying stuff but we didnt end up doing so, so instead we went to the arcade and played games for quite a while. we used up 50 bucks on arcade games and got these dinky little toys out of it. its funny cause afterwards we all looked at our stupid little dinosaurs and bouncy balls and we were like "wtflol". So then we went to see the break up and it was a cute movie. After that we decided to go to dinner at Joey Tomatoes and it was an awesome dinner. brianna got the most expensive thing on the menu and it came with this little water thing and crap and we were wondering what it was for and it wasnt until the end of the meal where we realized she was supposed clean her hands in it since she was eating ribs. After that barbara went home and me and bri decided to go to the bar...so we got all dolled up and went to cowboys. it was pretty fun. we got pretty drunk and got hit on a lot...wasnt really any room to dance but it was sweet anyway. we ended up going back to the hotel drunk as hell and then being complete idiots in our hotel room for like two hours. trust me...look at the photos. so the next morning is where my grad weekend ended. it was pretty amazing though and i have some cute pictures and stuff.

so high school is officially done. i said my goodbyes, i cleaned out my locker and now theres nothing left... except for the fact that i failed social...yea i got like 48%... jerks couldnt give me another 2%. So i'll be doing online schooling in january so that i can officially graduate and then go into post secondary.

what have i done since high school?...after high school ended i applied at a million jobs and i finally got hired at the brick. its an okay job. 100% commission so it can get difficult but its not to bad. the people there are okay and its pretty good money so im planning on staying there for a while. other than that ive basically just been hanging out with friends and the b/f and doing whatever. I go to the bar quite a lot...oh the joys of being 18. ive seen a ton of movies but other than that i havent done anything overly exciting. im not friends with brianna anymore and although a lot of stuff has been said in previous entrys about our friendship, there really is nothing left to say. we dont hate eachother or like eachother. our friendship pretty much ended when our grad weekend did. i havent seen her in three months and i rarely talk to her. i guess thats what you get when you have a best friend. like really when you think about it... when you have a best friend you get fucked over... you have so many commitments. and then in the end you just get let down. so yea that whole thing went down the toilet but what can you do.

my puppy is gone. i seriously cried my eyes out when my parents gave her away. i would have done anything to keep her. i was going to move out of my house but i just didnt have enough money so now im sad and i tried to take lots of pictures of us two but i didnt get any good ones. seriously just thinking about how much i miss her right now is going to make me cry.

right now im just really thinking about life. three months ago these were my plans
go to mexico with bri
save up money
buy a computer
retake some classes

not one of those things ended up happening. i just work 24/7 and hang out with a few friends. my cousin just went to mexico and i didnt end up going. my mom is going on a cruise next month and im not going on that either. life is actually kinda shitty... oh well.

i like my new cell phone

oh and im getting a tattoo soon. i have all the ideas and i got the b/f to design it. its pretty sweet

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